30 July 2007
u try to break her heart.. i'll break ur neck.. i assure u that..
29 July 2007
im sick.. im sick of life.. and im sick of everyone.. and im walking down a lane.. where there is no end..
28 July 2007
i never liked this world.. not one bit.. its been lying and killing me thru.. Fck the world.. screw the people..
I told u im a sadistic freak.. but u guys just don't really understand..
Looks like the world is nothing like a piece of shit..
i've been living thru a lie.. countless amount of lies.. not by me.. but the fags who lie to me.. fckers..
18 July 2007
Life's a drag aint it..?
17 July 2007
to all who are reading my blog.. i salute u this _|_
well.. was pretty much moodless at the start of the day..
i warned u.. if u start me laughing.. i'll be laughing at
your sorry ass for one day.. best to just.. leave me in
peace..
16 July 2007
i don't need no one... i'd rather die now.. too many a time i've been trying to... i have opened my eyes and i've regretted going through everything... Say good-bye to the old me.. and say hello to the dead one..
15 July 2007
Sometimes.. i just wonder.. why does it happen if something very good happens to me..
and den b4 i could smile for it.. it vanishes in a blink of an eye.. WHY!? sometimes.. i wish i was dead to not experience the hardships of what is happening... well.. sigh..
14 July 2007
Good news one and all.. especially my darling =) i've quit all my bad habits =) the problem is.. will it last?
12 July 2007
Well.. met HER today =)
To tell u the truth.. after being with her.. instead of my life being cold.. and fueled with rage..
i've changed.. being warmer, and i have this tingling in me that feels.. i dunno how to describe it..
Guess she's the one after all then =)
11 July 2007
Just being random x)
Suicide Is Painless
Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...
[REFRAIN]:
that suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and...
[REFRAIN]
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.
[REFRAIN]
The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
and to another give my seat
for that's the only painless feat.
[REFRAIN]
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...
[REFRAIN]
A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'
[REFRAIN]
'Cause suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
...and you can do the same thing if you please.
08 July 2007
i would love you forever and ever... till the end reachs.. i shall care for ur needs... and do what u say... =) i love you
02 July 2007
Well.. thnx for all the shit u gave me =) i really appreciate everything u did to me.. it gave me a mind set.. nothing goes the way u want it.. and u have to deal with it no matter wad it is.. well.. so long to the old.. hello to the HERETIC!!
